Awareness

July 5, 2019

Today was a little rough.

I had to establish a boundary with someone but botched it up. This individual believes addiction is not a disease, and that mental health is not an illness. This individual sent a message asking if I enjoyed talking about being sick all the time.

Rather than thinking things through calmly and responding appropriately, I reacted, replied harshly, and blocked them (then worried if I hurt the person, if they were okay).

This person did not deserve this reaction. My reaction was the result of stuffing my feelings over the years, not establishing boundaries, and wanting to please them by agreeing.

I am grateful for the experience as I am becoming more aware of my defects, and will learn from this experience.

Good night my friends.

You never know what someone else is going through.

Be kind to one another and to yourself.

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Author: Chris

I left the hateful rhetoric of Facebook to come here to carry a message of hope and healing I'm in recovery from addiction and rebuilding a life filled with purpose and creativity. Whether I'm playing the piano, baking, gardening, or knitting, I’ve found healing in the simple, meaningful moments. Buzz Kill Diaries is where I share honest reflections on recovery - one day at a time.

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