May 19, 2019
Last night was so so incredibly hard. The urge to use was HUGE. My addiction never gives up in its promise of death, but I DID IT! Using the tools from rehab I realised I was afraid. Afraid of being alone. But I talked with my sponsor, meditated and embraced my fear. Drugs will not change the past, they only offer death and I want to live.
Author: Chris
I left the hateful rhetoric of Facebook to come here to carry a message of hope and healing
I'm in recovery from addiction and rebuilding a life filled with purpose and creativity. Whether I'm playing the piano, baking, gardening, or knitting, I’ve found healing in the simple, meaningful moments. Buzz Kill Diaries is where I share honest reflections on recovery - one day at a time.
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