I’m Not Alone

June 14, 2019

He looked at me as he always has, eyes full of wonder, and said, “It was lonely there. I was afraid. Promise me I’ll never be lonely or afraid again.”

I got down on my knee and took his hand in mine and said, “I can’t promise you won’t be afraid, or even we will never be apart. But I can promise one thing.”

“What?” he asked, tears welling in his eyes. I took his hand and placed it over my heart and mine on his.

“Can you feel that?” I asked.

“Uh huh … it’s really strong”.

“Well,” I said, “When you feel lonely or afraid, and I can’t hear you, close your eyes, place your hand on your heart and feel it beat.”

“I am there, and I’ll do the same, and we will be together.”

“Really?”

“Yes. I can promise you that.”

I put the mirror down and smiled feeling my heart beat stronger.

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Author: Chris

I left the hateful rhetoric of Facebook to come here to carry a message of hope and healing I'm in recovery from addiction and rebuilding a life filled with purpose and creativity. Whether I'm playing the piano, baking, gardening, or knitting, I’ve found healing in the simple, meaningful moments. Buzz Kill Diaries is where I share honest reflections on recovery - one day at a time.

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