May 29, 2019
1 day clean. I cannot change the past. I will not dwell on it, but I certainly will learn from it. This time I got scared. I do not remember much from yesterday except for my Dad who was there. I was confused, in pain, angry. This slip up was planted in my brain two weeks ago. I did what I am supposed to do to try and cope and it worked until Friday. I did not take the risk serious enough. I made a choice and said fuck it. I went to Crystal Meth Anonymous meeting tonight and was filled with hope. I cannot get over confident.
