The Prophecy

April 20, 2019

I first tried meth when I was 24.

I had just moved to Toronto and discovered the bathhouse scene – a place where men went to have sex with men. A man I met offered it to me and I tried it, screaming at myself to stop, but ignoring it.

What followed over the next 4 days was just foreshadowing of the destruction I would unleash nearly 20 years later.

My aunt saved me by calling my father. Whether she knew or not she did know something was amiss and I found myself back home in Sarnia living with my parents.

Through the love of my parents and complete abstinence, I beat my addiction into submission for 20 years.

Then the apocalypse came.

Before I share this part of my story I have to warn you of its graphic nature. I will make every effort to remember this is Facebook and write accordingly.

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Author: Chris

I left the hateful rhetoric of Facebook to come here to carry a message of hope and healing I'm in recovery from addiction and rebuilding a life filled with purpose and creativity. Whether I'm playing the piano, baking, gardening, or knitting, I’ve found healing in the simple, meaningful moments. Buzz Kill Diaries is where I share honest reflections on recovery - one day at a time.

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