June 9, 2019
12 days clean and 54 days smoke free.
Lost dreams awaken, new possibilities arise.
I am fortunate in that I didn’t lose a lot of years to my drug of choice – yet.
I must remain vilagent.
But I did stop dreaming, culminating in that dark night when I decided dying was my only hope of escape.
I did lose time with those who love me.
I did stop planning and dreaming for the future.
I now look forward to the future and dare to dream again. Starting today, I’ll do whatever I can to realize my dreams.
