I Am Powerless and Powerful

October 28, 2019

I was warned to stay away from NA.

A while back, an acquaintance I used with warned me to avoid NA and rehab.

“They’ll tell you that you are powerless. You are not powerless, you are powerful.”

For awhile I believed him. He was referring to Step One which says, “We admitted we were powerless over our addiction – that our lives had become unmanageable.”

He was right of course. Narcotics Anonymous told me I was powerless AND I was powerful. Both can be true.

But what my friend didn’t understand was that we were powerless over addiction. Powerless simply means devoid of strength when substances are involved; in all other areas of my life I can be powerful – like deciding to ask for help.

The key to remaining powerful is to never invite drugs into my life again.

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Author: Chris

I left the hateful rhetoric of Facebook to come here to carry a message of hope and healing I'm in recovery from addiction and rebuilding a life filled with purpose and creativity. Whether I'm playing the piano, baking, gardening, or knitting, I’ve found healing in the simple, meaningful moments. Buzz Kill Diaries is where I share honest reflections on recovery - one day at a time.

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