6 Years Clean

Six years ago, I was beaten –  physically, emotionally, and spiritually. Addiction had taken everything: my health, my peace, and my relationships. I was lost.

Recovery began when I got honest and admitted I couldn’t do it alone. I went to treatment. Faced my trauma. Found my place in a 12-step program and slowly, I began to heal.

Open-mindedness came next. I learned to listen, accept help, and believe I might actually deserve better. It wasn’t easy. Letting go of old survival strategies never is. But the change started when I stopped pretending I had it all figured out.

And then came willingness. The willingness to show up. Do the work. Stay the course. That’s what recovery is: not perfection – just progress.

I didn’t do this alone. I’m forever grateful to the people who stood by me: my sponsor, my therapists, friends, family, and fellow addicts in recovery. You held me up when I couldn’t stand on my own.

Today, I’m six years clean –  and more alive than I’ve ever been. Grateful for the pain, the growth, the clarity, and the freedom that comes with recovery. One day at a time.

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Author: Chris

I left the hateful rhetoric of Facebook to come here to carry a message of hope and healing I'm in recovery from addiction and rebuilding a life filled with purpose and creativity. Whether I'm playing the piano, baking, gardening, or knitting, I’ve found healing in the simple, meaningful moments. Buzz Kill Diaries is where I share honest reflections on recovery - one day at a time.

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